Simply Can't Focus On Anything

I have the weirdest feeling of obligation towards this blog. Whenever I load up the page and see that I haven't posted I get this pang of guilt, as if people are waiting desperately to hear from me [which I know is completely not true]. So now I'm curious about why that is and I've decided that it might possibly be because this weird little blog is the only outlet I've used for writing in a very long time.

I was talking to someone the other day about writing and I came up with the idea that if you're meant to write, and you don't, the characters and plots will build up in your head and either you will turn into them or your head will explode.

Between you and I, dearest reader, I think bits of brain are already starting to leak out my head.

Man, now I'm tempted to go back and re-write this and make it all cryptic, like one of Angela's post.

Okay okay, enough of -that-. It's been what, two weeks since I posted? I'd love to say I've been keeping busy but that just wouldn't be true. That being said, I do have a few projects in mind that I'd like to get started on and I'm hoping I actually find the ambition to do so.

But if not, hey, another week of video games is productive, right?

Don't Be Ridiculous

I'd like to share something I posted almost exactly a year ago. May 7, 2005:

Her and Martin are trying to get me introduced to a girl named Melissa. She had -just- left when I got there. Apparantly they think she'd be good for me, or something. I had a feeling earlier this week that at least one of them secretly was trying to set me up. One of those weird vibes. Anyway, they're still trying to get me to meet her some other time. We'll see. All I know about her is that she's apparantly smart and that she's in tai kwan do. I saw a picture, but it was shown to me for about a second and a half and so I really didn't get to see it.

I'm not really supportive of the idea of them trying to set me up with her, but it couldn't hurt to at least meet her. It's good to meet new people. But I really hope they don't honestly expect anything. I'm not currently looking.

Little did I know.